that includes peepers. perverts. stalkers. and physcos. just because their fucking special.
65 are fucking special | are you special?
WHAT YOU GUNNA DO WHEN I COME FOR YOU
with all that i got
13 April 2010 @ 01:36 pm
that includes peepers. perverts. stalkers. and physcos. just because their fucking special.
18 October 2008 @ 03:08 am
RID YOURSELF OF THAT DISEASE
i have decided to leave this journal behind. there are too many memories. good and bad. that i need to rid myself of. i have started a new chapter in my life. and i am starting with a clean slate.
if you want to follow me in the new chapter of my life then go befriend my new journal.
08 September 2008 @ 04:07 am
i aint freakin. i aint fakin this
→post your username
→i will then reply with things that i associate you with [colors, foods, fandoms, songs, objects, concepts, etc.]
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lark_aerodo it. NOW.
Current Mood: 
rad
radCurrent Music: shut up and let me go - the ting tings
31 July 2008 @ 08:19 am
Leave me an ANONYMOUS comment with...
1. One secret.
2. One compliment.
3. One non-compliment.
4. One love note, but it does not have to be for me.
5. Lyrics to a song.
6. How old you are.
7. How long we've been friends.
8. And a hint to who you are.
1. One secret.
2. One compliment.
3. One non-compliment.
4. One love note, but it does not have to be for me.
5. Lyrics to a song.
6. How old you are.
7. How long we've been friends.
8. And a hint to who you are.
Current Mood: 
bouncy
bouncyCurrent Music: caramelldansen - caramell
26 July 2008 @ 05:16 am
Current Mood: 
bored
boredCurrent Music: ave maria - celine dion
18 July 2008 @ 10:31 pm
energetic15 July 2008 @ 05:13 am
it's always one step at a time
some of you may be able to understand, others may think im crazy
but right now there are things about me that have to change
i don't have all the time in the world to change
i don't have the luxury of procrastinating
its time to change
i promise to stop drinking
i promise to stop smoking
i promise to stop swearing
i promise to read the bible
i promise to pray everyday
i promise to put others before me
i promise to love my sister
i promise to put all my faith in God
i promise to change.
Lord help me. I can't do this alone. I can only continue and succeed with you by my side. I am tired of going through life without you. Of thinking that life is better off without you. I'm sick of pushing you away. I need you. I need you Jesus. I need to hear your sweet voice whispering in my ear telling me that its going to be alright. I need to hold your hand, knowing that i'm not by myself. I need to feel cleansed by your blood. I need to stop running away. Its time to stop being afraid. I am all yours Lord, please take me as I am and shape me into the beautiful individual that is more and more like you. I need you Lord, because right now, your the only one who will accept me. Lord you are the only one who truly loves me unconditionally. The only one who won't look at in disgust the way everyone else does. I am handing over all my earthly desires. The smoking, the alcohol, the sexual indulgence, is no longer an option for comfort. I now am putting all my faith, love, and trust in you. Only you Jesus can fulfill me and make me whole again. I am now on my knees asking for your forgiveness, because you truly are the only one who can give that to me.
Thank you Jesus. I love you more than words could ever describe.
some of you may be able to understand, others may think im crazy
but right now there are things about me that have to change
i don't have all the time in the world to change
i don't have the luxury of procrastinating
its time to change
i promise to stop drinking
i promise to stop smoking
i promise to stop swearing
i promise to read the bible
i promise to pray everyday
i promise to put others before me
i promise to love my sister
i promise to put all my faith in God
i promise to change.
Lord help me. I can't do this alone. I can only continue and succeed with you by my side. I am tired of going through life without you. Of thinking that life is better off without you. I'm sick of pushing you away. I need you. I need you Jesus. I need to hear your sweet voice whispering in my ear telling me that its going to be alright. I need to hold your hand, knowing that i'm not by myself. I need to feel cleansed by your blood. I need to stop running away. Its time to stop being afraid. I am all yours Lord, please take me as I am and shape me into the beautiful individual that is more and more like you. I need you Lord, because right now, your the only one who will accept me. Lord you are the only one who truly loves me unconditionally. The only one who won't look at in disgust the way everyone else does. I am handing over all my earthly desires. The smoking, the alcohol, the sexual indulgence, is no longer an option for comfort. I now am putting all my faith, love, and trust in you. Only you Jesus can fulfill me and make me whole again. I am now on my knees asking for your forgiveness, because you truly are the only one who can give that to me.
Thank you Jesus. I love you more than words could ever describe.
12 July 2008 @ 10:16 pm
Leave me an anonymous comment pouring your heart out. Say anything. Tell me your stories, your secrets, those things no one ever asks but you wish to tell. Tell me about your love, your hate, your indifference, your joy. Tell me about what's inside of you when you're reading through these entries on your friends list, and tell me why you continue to come back here. Tell me anything. Tell me what you really think of me or yourself. Anything.
Post anonymously [by selecting the anonymous box]. Speak honestly, because there isn't any censure here. Post as many times as you like. One faceless wonder to another. You don't have to be on my friends list. You can just be stopping through. It doesn't matter.
And then, pass it on.
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Post anonymously [by selecting the anonymous box]. Speak honestly, because there isn't any censure here. Post as many times as you like. One faceless wonder to another. You don't have to be on my friends list. You can just be stopping through. It doesn't matter.
And then, pass it on.
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__mysteriesxxCurrent Music: the creationist - kerli
12 June 2008 @ 02:33 am
Do you ever have the feeling that you absolutely adore and love something so very much, so much that it might actually cause you physical pain, but you know in your heart that you will never ever have it?
If so how do you cope with the feeling? How do you come to the understanding and the realization that you can't have what you want, that you can't have what you need? How do you live with the feeling of your very breath being taken from your own body? How do you stop the tears from flowing down your face, because you know that the love that you hold so very dear is all a waste of time? How do you wake up everyday and continue your life with the ever burning knowledge that you can't have him, that you just can't have him. How, how do you do it?
//your feedback is much appreciated//
12 May 2008 @ 12:36 am
I find the more I try to really understand the details, I just end up more confused. It’s quite funny how much it can really throw you for a loop. With all the emotions and the trials that we all have to face every single day. It can be a challenge and it can be a struggle. I am constantly trying to grasp the kind of person that I was, that I am, and will soon be. Even though it feels as if with each grasp it slips a little more out of my reach, I still try. With all the grasping and slipping I’ve finally come to the conclusion that in the end it doesn’t really matter does it? Does it honestly matter how you look, dress, act, and speak? In the end what will those things do?
I believe that the only thing we can do is take life day by day, step by step, and breath by breath. To look forward to what we have in the future, even if it may not be that much. Let’s just be a little optimistic and be happy about what God has given us, and what he will continue to give. To take the talents and the abilities that he has gifted us with, and use them to help create if at least just a little more happiness in the world. So I propose that we live life to the fullest. To take each moment and let it fill us up. To breathe deeply and take in the beauty that surrounds us. To trust each other with a trust so deep nothing could break it. To love with a love so strong that it might actually cause our hearts to burst. To hope with so much hope that we look up and out at the world with a positive aspect. It’s your life that you’re living right now so take advantage of it.
Live simply. Love generously.
Care deeply. Speak kindly.
Leave the rest to God.